I’m not quite sure what I’m going to write about today. Things are moving along really well. Fantastic in fact! I have noticed my Self coming out more and more as each day passes and seeing my Self less and less as an observer. Nothing is wrong.
Funny how I think that something has to be wrong in order to write. How often do I not take the time to write when things are going really well. What is that a metaphor for? A value and belief that my thoughts are only worth writing down when there is a problem to solve or ponder. That my life is only worth paying attention to when things are not going as I think they should or when I am agitated.
I feel wonderful, alive, and excited about 2009! I have been saying that a change is coming my way for a while ,and now I feel the change taking form, and there is very little planning taking place. It’s just one day at a time, one breath at a time that leads me. And everyday something new appears and I take a breath and decide, yes or no, right or left. No complicated stories or talking myself into things, and feeling wonderful that I can be ME with no regrets. It really is this simple. My life can be as complicated as I want it to be, or not. I choose. So I choose to stay in enveloped in a sense of calm, to not create the drama I lived in before, to live a new story everyday. EVERYDAY I get to choose to live a new story. Is that cool or what.
And I thought I had nothing to say to my Self today. Woo hoo, my life is constantly unfolding and for the first time in a long time, if ever, I am being present to me, bearing witness to my life and it’s all good.