My world is shifting, once again, and the only thing I know is that I trust mySelf implicitly. The conversations I have been having out loud are indications to the internal state of my being and I welcome all of the conversations because it moves me from hearing words in my head to feeling the vibrations of the words inside my body, these conversations create the shift that is necessary for me to move ahead with my life.
I recently heard mySelf saying out loud “you are waiting for someone else to make a choice that will impact your life” and instantly I knew I was talking to mySelf. That is what I had been doing, standing still, waiting for someone to reach a decision that would impact MY life. And in that moment I knew I could make a different choice, that I had the ability to choose for mySelf, to choose me. So I am done! I am done waiting for someone else to figure things out, my life awaits and I know it is spectacular.
I also know that I have already created and or carved out what is meaningful to me and I am now in the process of watching it unfold in front of my eyes. My only intention is to be ME, fully alive and present to mySelf. Waves of information move with each conversation I have as I express the truth of my experience, and I allow the waves because I know this is the only way for me to live my life, that my truth is the only truth that matters, why? Because “I am the most important person in my world,” thanks Naomi!
I am ready! I am ready to step into the massive space I have created for mySelf to become more, to be more, visible, audible, and whatever else it will take for me to create the sonic boom required to be seen and heard.
We all make choices, and for mySelf I chose to move through my life not as victim, I choose to take ownership for my life and my choices, to own my choice of standing still as much as I own my choice to move in another direction, to live with no secrets. Secrets keep us tethered to what we know, in that there is no potential to know who we can become.
I am alive and I know I am because I allow mySelf to FEEL every sensation moving inside of me and not judge what I feel; I’m creating more space for me to emerge differently. To be in a constant state of transition is a good thing, it’s called living.