Written June 17th
Today played out very slowly for me. I was tired in the morning, having just returned from Toronto the evening before, so I laid in bed breathing observing mySelf unfold into my day. And then I really just did what my body led me to do, reading emails, doing laundry, connecting with people I just recently met and I had ALL the time in the world. No rush, no bother, there is enough, trusting everything will unfold.
My trip to Toronto was for a woman’s conference and it was great! Not because of what was going on outside of me, more for what was going on inside of me. This was the first time, in a long time, I found mySelf back in that life where used to be so externally referenced to present who I thought others expected, now I realize I am just me, even there, trusting that I would attract who I needed to talk to, those women seeking more, having an internal knowing that they are more. How exhilarating it was, to just show up!
And then to show up just for me today, to honour what I needed for mySelf, and still get everything I wanted to accomplish done without the stress of thinking I don’t have enough time. My life is exactly what I create in this moment, what am I choosing to create? What am I willing to allow mySelf to create? This is how I live my life and I can’t imagine it any other way.