I can’t believe it’s April. Where did January, February, and March go? So much has taken place and I find it difficult to put it into words. I have discovered so many aspects of myself in the last three months. So many of the stories I have carried/believed have now dissolved. Beliefs I carried about my Self and the way things are supposed to be.
I find myself willing to be open, honest, clear and direct with myself and then with others more easily. I don’t have the same pattern of running the thoughts through an editing cycle as much. If the thought appears I am more willing to say it out loud, to put my cards on the table and see where it will take me. This has led to some pretty intense conversations with others. What in the past I would call game changers; and you know what? They were game changer conversations.
The game changer; I discovered in my willingness to put everything I had on the table I created outcomes I could never have imagined. A deeper understanding of myself and others. That no matter what story I create if I’m willing to test it out I am more often then not all I have is the story inside my Self, and that becomes my reality. Saying it out loud, engaging my life in real time creates unexpected opportunities and discoveries. This, I have discovered is LIVING!
I have a deeper understanding of what living breath by breath actually means. Engaging what is there in the moment. In this I create the stepping stones that unfolds into my life.