I have been witnessing the power of mySELF in the past few days and I am… I don’t have the words to describe what I feel. Deeply moved does not seem enough. I have been taking flight and seeing and feeling the majesty of it all. I recognize now that I AM a Quantum Biological being that is the vessel for mySELF to stream through, and when I let go of all the clutter and noise I have been accumulating and listening to for the past forty some odd years it really is that simple to be me. Truly living in the moment as I was reminded of by my three year old niece means that what brought me joy yesterday may not bring me joy today and that’s okay. That I am on my journey is all that matters and along the way I may or may not have an impact on others, however if I hide who I am then no one benefits, especially me.
I am no longer afraid to be who I AM. A very good friend brought this to my attention yesterday. She wrote “just being me scares the crap out of people” and in that moment I realized that for me when I am spewing my fire all over the place, trying to hold on somehow, to control it, knowing I have no control over it, yes people are afraid. And when I take a breath or two or three and own my fire, own my feeling, whatever it is, it comes out very differently. And I am just as intense, only different, just me being me in the moment. The difference is when I own my fire it opens an opportunity for me to learn about myself and for whomever I am engaging with at the time to maybe learn something about themselves IF that is where they are, if that is what they are seeking.
It’s not about why I feel this way, whatever way it may be and attaching a story to it. It’s owning that I have these feelings, that they are a signal to me to pay attention to mySelf. The result of taking full ownership of my feelings in the moment is no one has to be scared, especially me. I no longer have to worry about blowing my top as long as I remember to breath. And the members of my Ohana tribe keep reminding me of the simplicity of things, because things are moving fast and furious now, I am manifesting what I need, and it is effortless, and when I am ‘in’ the hunt as Naiomi so wonderfully stated I get lost as opposed to ‘being’ in the hunt. And as Louise stated everything is just a conversation unless I let myself get lost in it and forget to just ‘be’.
I know I’m just rambling here and I know that’s okay, that I will sort things out and eventually it will make sense, maybe it makes sense to you and that’s okay too. The message for me today is keep it simple.