Uping the ante with mySelf. Knowing it’s all about me and releasing the desire to deny it anymore. This is my holodeck, this is my world. I create it in every moment and I sometimes forget I am the creator of it all, that it’s always about me and that I can choose this or not this. That I can change my world by breathing in and exhaling. My life my responsibility. Being true to me.
Yesterday I had conversations with two amazing women, women who were willing to engage and the message coming back to me is it’s all about me. Their experience their outcomes are all about them I can only claim what happens to me. I am the only one, who in a conversation knows if I am fully present, knows if I am allowing MySelf to emerge fully. Allowing MySelf to fully let go and BE. It is like magic. I am trusting MySelf, trusting that voice inside of me that is beginning to be louder and clearer because the chatter has subsided.
I know who I am and I am no longer feeling guilty about it. I am actually relishing in delight of who I am and there is nothing arrogant about it, if I cannot delight in who I am who will.
Okay so I came home after an amazing conversation and wanted to share the experience and no one was home, and, for a moment, I felt deflated and I realized, in some of the key moments in my life there was never anyone around to share it with and then I went on the WGGG and read the posts and remembered who I AM, energy in flow, moving through the world in this body, this device, it’s brilliant! I read a post, by Sarah19978, where she referred to the very thing I was experiencing, again all about me for me, it’s all perfect.
It’ all about me remembering who I AM, I just got that! I have just in that moment created more space in me for me. Life is a beautiful thing when it’s all about me!
Louise LeBrun says
LOL… Welcome to my world! It really is amazing, isn’t it – how simple it all is when we discover that like my life is about me, yours is about you. The potential for magic is always present and increased when we dance together. But the outcome? Always the same: my life is about me.
I spoke yesterday with a friend who was having a bad day. As we spoke, I shared with her how easy it is for us to notice the ‘bad’ moments as just that – moments! – and get ‘stuck’ in them. I don’t know of anyone ever getting stuck in the ‘good’ moments! In truth, every moment is just that: a moment to be lived, experienced, expressed; to be engaged and released; breathing in and breathing out. We get ‘stuck’ when we forget that.
Thanks for starting my day off with a smile.
Sheila Winter Wallace says
Amen, Lisa, Amen! Your final statement in your blog entry so resonates with me: Life is a beautiful thing when it is all about me! That IS the truth of my experience. I had a good chuckle when I read that; I could see your shining face in my mind and I could hear your sparkling voice in my ears as I considered that.
Mahalo for the reminder that my Life is my Space. My Space, literally and metaphorically, IS all about me!
Hugs and much aloha,