I didn’t get up early enough to write this morning. And I know now there was a reason for that. I had to go to WOI. I had to sit and listen to the women there and then I had to come home and sit and listen to the Decloaking CD’s # 10 & 11. And there are things rumbling in me. The need to decloak the need to go public with what I want to do, no more secrets, that is what I told myself after engaging am I really ready to decloak to the world? Am I really ready to pt myself out there for everyone to read and see what I have to say. Does it really matter? Today it was said at WOI it’s about claiming what I have inside of me, doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks… Right what someone else thinks of me is none of my business. Will my words resonate with others? Maybe, does it matter?
I want to get on with it, no more planning, no more strategies, just like in Entrepreneurial Women, JUST DO IT! one breath at a time. My body won’t let me fall back into the sleep of habituation, I have to stay awake and keep moving forward. There is work to be done. I still don’t know what that work is exactly. That’s okay it will come. My conversations, my evolution they are tied to one another, any time all the time, yes. The rumbling is dying down. I’m beginning to feel calm again. Say yes, say no, turn right, turn left, just allow MY Signal to guide me, stop the infighting, it doesn’t have to be hard. There is an ease to just being, why would I want to live any differently?
Life is meant to be lived, how much of life do I want to live? As large and as BIG as I need it to be and it can be BIG one person at a time, one life changing at a time because when I change someone else might change, the power of contagion. I want to be contagious. I’m almost there.
Wow, who knew I had something to say. I don’t I have something to tell myself and I’ve just started to listen. THANK YOU Louise, THANK YOU to all the women that have come onto my holodeck that have spoken the words I needed to hear, that have spoken the words I could not speak before and who will continue to speak the words that will help me in my journey. And it’s only the beginning.