I’m taking a break from editing. Why? Because the impulse is strong to have what is moving inside of me made public. For the last few days I have been letting the words androgynous godForce rumble through me. It all started with an email I received from Louise LeBrun on an audio file I posted in the WEL-Systems® Institute engage area for my fellow CODE Model Coaches™ and Affiliates. She wrote:
“To know the effects of culture on the device is one thing; to fall into the trap of engaging from that, is another story. I hear you – and you are becoming androgynous. All godforce.”
And so began the unveiling of, and recognition of, a truth that I have held for so long. It’s not about the content of our experience. It’s about:
- What we make of the content.
- Who we believe ourselves to be based on the content of our experiences.
- Choosing to own it, or not.
- Recognizing when I am the four, eight, sixteen year old and when I’m the 48 year old.
- Knowing we have choice!
I have to stop and breath as I feel the surge of expansion coursing through me, I feel myself in the void and here, in my body, at the same time. This is what it means to be spirit living in tissue.
As a god Force I have no gender. YES, I live in a woman’s body and I know I am SO MUCH MORE. YES you live in a man’s body and YOU are so much MORE. Yes each of had experiences growing up, and those experiences shaped who we believed ourselves to be. No one told us growing up in our family system is a PROCESS, that’s it! Put something different into the process and you get a different result.
How many of us live our lives putting the same ingredients into the process of living. How many of us believe what we see outside ourselves is REAL? My reality is what I make it to be. It is that simple.
I’m reading The Untethered Soul again. The last two chapters I read speak to the limits, the binds, that we create for ourselves. What came up for me is the metaphor, through the experience of our childhoods we build the structures (strategies/habits) that we think will keep us safe; it becomes our reality. We forgot, and we are not told, there is a different way to BE. We put boundaries and limits on ourselves to keep us ‘safe’. It’s an illusion. I can stay in my house for days, thinking I’m keeping myself out of the cold or the heat, it’s only when I go outside I remember what it feels like to smell and feel the air, the wind and the warmth of the sun on my skin.
What does all of this have to do with androgynous godForce? It’s only when I open my eyes I can see the effects of how my family, culture/society, city/state has shaped who I believe I am, as a woman, maybe for you as a man. Only then can I see I am can choose to be no longer trapped in believing I must behave and act in certain ways. How different would our lives look if we engaged godForce to godForce? What if we stripped away the layers of cultural conditioning, and saw ourselves as the fully capable, massive beings that we are?
Want to know a secret? We know this as children.
When I chose to take a breath and KNOW I am MORE; own I AM androgynous godForce, do I know I am MORE. When I choose to engage my life from this space things happen at mach speed, I SEE and EXPERIENCE my world differently.
My call to you is this… take a day, just one day and remove the cloak of gender from yourself. How does
an androgynous FORCE move through the world? And if you’re up for it post what you discovered in the comments section.
Until the next time!